Time passes by as I watch you walk away
Finger by finger we are losing grasp
Pictures frozen in time are becoming clearer
The tears start to express what I cannot say
You have turned your back to me forever
I have been dying inside little by little
Going out of my mind in endless circles
Falling faster barely breathing
I’m half the man I thought I would be
Cause I lost a soul mate
You put me on the shelf and found somebody else
I never thought that you would ever do that
Said that you love me, said that you would never leave me
Maybe I just heard you wrong
Or maybe you gave up too soon
Damaged, scarred, forsaken, betrayed and broken
I cannot bear love again, NEVER
Emptiness and darkness envelope me from everywhere
Loneliness and regret consume me, I'm unable to share
I'm alive and I'm still breathing
And yet, my heart seems to have stopped beating
Your betrayal to our love, I will never forget
The affection and care you once showed me, all gone
What choice do I have but to sit back and bleed?
My dreams are all battered and torn
My trust, my faith seems so meaningless now
I'm unable to take this pain anymore
It’s just so real
Yet my heart tells me to forgive
Yet my heart tells me to love you
To let go of the past, to let the love live
But a broken heart cannot think any good
It's probably reacting just the way it should
I fell so hard that I could never get up again
Love has left me empty handed
But God forbid this ever happens to you
My prayers and thoughts tell you'll come back to me
You'll beg for my love, beg for a chance to see
How you can make up for all you have done
How you can change all those lies to nothing, just fun
I am broken, Yes but I can still love
And now as I turn away from you
I wish that I hadn't been so true and sincere to you
Everything I did, I did it for you
But If I ever get one single wish
I wish I could do it all over again, just to be with you
Time will change nothing at all
The scars and wounds run so deep there will never heal
This pain is just so real that time cannot erase them
True love, that’s what it’s called
My love has been vanquished
My dreams shattered, my life destroyed
It hurts to know how I've been played with, used and toyed
But I’ll carry my broken heart with me wherever I go
And you’ll always be a part of it, just like a tattoo
Looking back at you, I will try to refrain
You might have bewitched me but I'm not falling for it ever again
I know how to love but I cannot feel it
I don’t know what a kiss is or a hug
I don’t know how it feels to hold someone warm
I watch the sunrise and the sunset by myself
I look around and no one sees me
Just a shadow of my mistakes, my own shadow haunting me
All that was left is gone away, there’s nothing left to prove
It all seemed so beautiful till I lost what I had once fought for and won
I poured my heart out to you, humbled myself
And made myself miserable, just for your happiness
But with Hope and Faith
My spirit is broken and every night I’m cold
Every night I dream and I hope
That I will be whole again
Some day I will no longer be alone, I no longer will cry at night, I pray
But love is just a dream that I want to have and never wake up
Maybe some day I will have that dream
Only fairytales have endings, I’m not the lucky ones
But you are….
Au Domo Ni Iko
This is TRUE.
By Kris
